Last night God called to mind a hurt R gave me, probably without even realizing it. I don’t think I explained to him how much it hurt or even fought hard against his pronouncement. I made a single complaint/request after the initial one and moved on. I love him regardless. Is that forgiveness? It still hurts. I don’t think there is much we could do about it now, though.
Then today I was catching up on One Month to Live and the first reading was on forgiveness.
Maybe I can make it better. I can certainly apologize to Mac for not posting the review he worked so long on at my request. If he still has it, I can post it now.