I had hoped this would be easier than it is. I so wanted everything to go the way I wanted it to go. But it didn’t.

They perforated an organ while they were in there taking out the uterus. It had to be sewn up and is causing additional healing problems.

And my ovary was not salvagable. It had to go. Which means I’m on hormone replacement therapy. Don’t know if I’m going to stick with that, but I’m on it right now.

I’m bored, which must mean I’m healing. But I’m tired. It’s hard even to read a novel. I bought about 50 to tide me over. But what I really want to do is do something mindless like watch TV. But I can’t because the only TV is upstairs.

I took my first shower today and washed my hair.

My left arm still hasn’t healed from the IV. That sucker HURT.